03_Second Guessing

Consumed far beyond driven
It’s hard to imagine what can be uncertain
Pleasure is a burden that gestures a moment
Of clarity so potent
Loophole parables not by accident

Strung in an altered state that I can’t explain
I slowly abstain from the balance between numb and pain
Deaf to the screaming voices in my head

What can be worse than suffering?
I cannot describe me as a part of this strange reality
My eyes have only seen recurring scenes
That merely seemed to be real when replayed on a screen

Deep pass the conscious mind
No explanation seems to satisfy
Deep pass the conscious mind
No explanation seems to satisfy

In cold silence we conjure
Senseless curiosities that puncture
The thin sheet of constantly stimulated sanity
With missing subtleties
A fuel to smolder the mind from within

Strung in an altered state that I can’t explain
I slowly abstain from the balance between numb and pain
Deaf to the screaming voices in my head

Abducted in a dimension lost between
Awakened… a second guessing begins
Abducted in a dimension lost between
Awakened… a second guessing begins